| isang taong di nag iisip.... | for everyone |
wounded.... i dont have to say anything.....
hurting someone is a hundred times torture to urself.....
i guess, in every action, we received what we truly deserved to have.....
i chose the path i am hurting, and so tormented i would be happy...
i choose to break a heart, and i know i will never be happy in that....
im blinded, i cant grasp out of this darkness.... many hand reaches over but i chose to stay in this corner, martry imnot one, its just dat, something is holding me back.......
i know no one can understand me,nor my decision, and i dont beg for it.because i never beg for the things that myself cant beg in me.....
dis is like a felony, embezzlement in the moments i MUST be likely to be happy....
taking all ofthis, i cant reach anything beyond my prowess....
haha dis blog is a junk... but i know behind the bricks lies the foam bewildered......
and like any realization,...
and for the past 4 years im like these....none of itchanges me..
the way i feel..the way i want it......how long is my sobber? it doesnt matter anymore....
even the worlds conspired against me, i will stil chose to do this decision...
there are regrets, but never a second thought to back out......
coz the moment i saw that special moment again....imlost again....
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I guess the sakura falls on this cold winter.... I don't know how long will it take for my leaves to fall, i guess I can only knew if my last leaf is dying...... but, i need to continue.... i guess and i am hoping... when this winter's end, I will bloom...and this time it will be summer...... but again.... if its only during winter that i will rest assured I'll be happy and alive.... then perhaps I can hold a little more for my last leaf....passing the summer.... until im back on my winter....
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