Out of curiosity, hinanap ko ung last planner ko, 2009. I put there all my goals, plans, things that I want to achieve for that coming year. Totally ideals. And it surprised me to see mmy notes. Hahaha. Almost 90% pala ng mga sinulat ko dun nagkatotoo. Surreal but it DID happened. Naisip ko tuloy ngayon, medyo demotivated ako, and this realization made me think. And thanks God. I did well last year, why not this year , right? Naisip ko, all my problems and stuggles are just a very small part of what I am tomorrow. Kailan lang konting sipag at tiyaga and prayers. I just cant comphrehend ang pagiging kawalang gana ko ngayon sa bagay bagay, but now Im motivated again. If you want to achieve something, you have to make things happen and unfold itself. It makes a difference. Things are changing and so do people. We may want to put ourselves to go with the flow with the effects of these changes but we can also destined the path that we want to have together with these changes. I want to travel along with the wind, carefree, high, spontanious yet happy. I want to explore things thats beyond my prowess and to find my place in this world. How can we know where to stay, if we dont go to various places that we perceived to find our place? The road is farther if we begin to journey in a new path, but who knows, we might discover the shortcuts or enjoyable long cuts along our travel? MAYBE. Hahaha. Maybe is something unguarded and vulnerable, perhaps we can make it much better if we start doing something to find a definite answer. If we fail, we will still gain something.experience and a new self discovery. .. And so to speak, lets keep ourselves inspire and live life to the fullest!!!
I love the silence of this night, it made me think a little rational.haha
---emh---
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